Today I woke up and I was very down and unmotivated. I have been feeling like I can't do this anymore but I really do know I can. It's this same old battle that I always have with myself. I realized that I shouldn't be feeling this way and got out of bed and did my workout. Boy, I did NOT want to do it. After 10 mins of doing it I was already feeling great. After the 40 mins. were over, I was so proud of myself that I actually pushed through. I felt AMAZING and felt like I could have done more! I decided to go through older photos from a few months ago. I wanted to compare it to a picture I took today. I couldn't find the one I was looking for but I found something even better (or worse since I was so much bigger then). I put both pictures side by side:
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Left: Oct 2012 Right: Feb 2013
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I cannot believe I looked THAT AWFUL. I let myself go BIG time. It actually breaks my heart that I once looked like that. It's okay though, I am never going to look back or be that way again. I am going to keep pushing each day as hard as I can to be where I want to be. I want to live a long and healthy life and I am on that journey. If I can push this hard so can anyone else. We have only one life to live, why not make the best out of it?
You didn't look awful. You look so happy and adorable in that picture on the left :) Keep up the hard work and continue to push through whenever you don't want to do it. It's always worth it and you'll feel better afterwards! You look great :)
ReplyDeleteAww! Thank you so much! Sometimes I get down but I know I can do it and I will feel better afterwards =D
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